Short post tonight, but I just had to update to tell ya'll how much I love my kids. I am just absolutely in love with my children. They make my heart soar. Ladybug's gorgeous, little, cheesy smiles melt my heart. The way Rainbow says "I yuh you" when she's falling asleep cuddling with me makes me swell on the inside. I am just so incredibly blessed. Sometimes I get so anxious and caught up in other things. But my kids bring me back down to earth. I have a tendency to let outside things really stress me out. And lately, my head has been spinning with questions. Even though my heart feels like it's in a tug-O-war, they make it ok. Even when I realize that I'm stepping out of my comfort zone into uncharted territory, and laying all the cards on the table...the risk is almost a little bit easier. I know that regardless of what direction my life goes in because of the chances that I muster the courage to take, my girls will still be there; needing me, wanting me, loving me. They are everything to me - my whole life. They are the reason I wake up everyday ready to take on the world regardless of what comes my way or tries to keep me down. They are the reason I believe in myself. Being a mother will teach you an awful lot about yourself, and what you can and cannot handle.
But at the end of the day, I snuggle up to my lil' princesses and take a deep breath. I know that right here in my arms...I hold the whole world - my whole world.
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